I came across your story and can relate totally ,
I wonder why i dont want to shower ..or wash my hair , or write that job application or go to buy food or talk to anyone ,
I wonder why i like it dark and wonder why the sun doesnt shine on my house i wonder.
i wonder why no one calls i wonder why i have no friends i wonder.
i wonder if when night falls will i feel better and safe from people or living .
i wonder
i wonder if my life is real, a dream i wonder why i cant remember what day it is i wonder why i dont care .
i wonder why i panic when i think about the time i am wondering why i wonder.
I wonder.
I came across your story and can relate totally ,
I wonder why i dont want to shower ..or wash my hair , or write that job application or go to buy food or talk to anyone ,
I wonder why i like it dark and wonder why the sun doesnt shine on my house i wonder.
i wonder why no one calls i wonder why i have no friends i wonder.
i wonder if when night falls will i feel better and safe from people or living .
i wonder
i wonder if my life is real, a dream i wonder why i cant remember what day it is i wonder why i dont care .
i wonder why i panic when i think about the time i am wondering why i wonder.